Silence.

Silence hurts more than lies do, it's really weird to think of it but somehow iff someone lies to you for so long, you start to appreciate the fact that they do and prefer that above just losing them completely.

The irony of it all is tho, that lies are the biggest enemy of love in it's purest form. The lies started from the beginning, but only were aimed at me since the day the relationship ended. But did the feelings ever end? It seems they didn't.

Iff the lies only appeared when the relationship was over, which part of the ''I still feel for you, I want it to work, I want you back'' was a lie? Everything? Nothing?

These thoughs can keep you up at night, can haunt you at every descision you make and will always make you wonder; was she it, or was she just trying to play with your heart?

I'd like to know, without knowledge there is no clearence of mind, no acceptance and by that no future....